Wednesday, July 9, 2008

And so it begins...

I made a step forward today. I have put fear behind me and made my first step in writing my book.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Is it me or just my hormones?

I've been feeling very annoyed lately. I'm not sure if it is just my hormones going haywire. It must be because I have a sudden breakout of pimples and my weight has been stagnant for the past few weeks. I do, however, think that some people can be really odd. Now, don't say it is me who is odd. Well, perhaps I am.

Why do people treat you like you're their best friend one minute and the next minute, they treat you like a complete stranger? And why do some people lack the tack and grace people should possess? I think they are boisterous and to call them pigs would be a disgrace to the species. People of the sort are blinded by their arrogance and are truly foolish.

I must seem very negative or even anti-social but I promise you, I am quite the opposite. This is why the attitude of people described above puts me off; they lack social skills.

I think it is very important who you mix with. They have great influence on you and without knowing it, you will walk, talk and behave like them. If your aim in life is to reach for the sky, then you should socialise with like-minded people. I am not saying you should stick your nose in the air and shun those who are lower than you. Far from it. You need to treat all people well. When you are high up and you fall, you fall hard; it is the people at the bottom who will be your safety net.

Ever since I moved away from home and to this country where I currently live in, I feel like I have deteriorated in many ways. My self confidence has tumbled down, my speech, my social skills, etc. I need a change and perhaps, I need to move elsewhere - where? I am not sure at the moment. I know I will know in time but till then, I need, I must climb up the ladder and not climb down anymore.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

A Place to Call Home

I needed to find seclusion - a place to speak my mind without the nagging feeling of what people I know think of me. I can't live without expressing myself.; I've being doing that for far too long. I hope that through this blog I will find myself again.